Dear Diary

Ello
Well I made it through the day, still have chest pains and about lunchtime whilst worrying a bit about it I remembered that yesterday I was crouched in the loft, heaving across heavy boxes to get to the Christmas decorations, so I am thinking maybe I have just pulled muscles, I don't know. I do know that Christmas is bad for your health in general.
I would not go anywhere a doctors, hospital, casualty, nothing like that unless I was completely on my last legs, even then I would be kicking and screaming with those last legs. I absolutely detest the places. I keep inhaling deep breaths to see if it still hurts, which it does, but I'll see how it is in the morning. I'm not a hypochondriac, takes a lot for me to get things seen by a pro, I'll always give it a few months before I do anything about it, and it's usually gone by then. Like this lump, keeps coming up behind my ear, has done for about two years, every few months up it'll come, all swollen and weeping, and burning painful, but it goes down again for a while. So it can't be anything serious.
Anyways, I'm still here, just finished an 8 hour shift, wasn't too painful, I was alone for most of it which was rather enjoyable. There was no picking in the back room today tho, I wasn't hungry.
Was the coldest day ever, the carpark was like an ice rink, treacherous it was.
Going to have some apple crumble that Jack has made, delicious :)