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19 August 2006
10:11:00 o'clock
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Hi, day four. ALways tempted to put, again, all the time, but I won't, it's already annoying me.

I'm doing fine, dreampt I had a smoke, woke up thanking God it was only a dream. Physical withdrawels yesterday, well I'm hoping that's what it was. I felt goddam terrible, actually I remember it well. Cold sweats, remours, upset tummy, headache, nausea, yek, yek, general yek. Felt like a drug addict. I can't keep putting myself thorugh this, it's awful.

If you're looking back at this Lynn, you stupid woman, trying to find reasons to carry on quitting, YOU DO NOT WANT TO SMOKE, why are you now quitting FOUR times if it's so bloody wonderful. You will be trying to quit again in a month so don't put yourself through it again, it's a complete waste of time.

anyways, I will drink plenty today, try and flush it all out. I should be feeling better. My headache has gone anyhow. Mentally, apart form being completely off my head anyway, I am ok, cravings are very few, and easy peesy to fight off, for some straaaange reason.

I GOT THE WEEKEND OFFFFF YYYAAAAYYYYYY!!!!!!

Just came across this vid on youtube, yes I am spending quite a bit of time on there at the mo, some hilarious vids. Not sure why, and if I'm extremely odd, but this one really did have me L'in OL, and I don't LOL often these days. I think maybe the stupid translation was what did it, oh long johnson, wtf? LOLOLOLOLOLOL .......






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