1 Day .... Is it hell or am I loving it?

Hi all, just gonna work it out ...I think it's about 35 hours now since my last one. As expected I had the jitters, every time I nodded off I woke with a jump, must have happened about 20 times, I was still trying to nod off at about 2.30 this morning. Then I woke at 5.30am all bright eyed and chirpy, weird that considering every day during this half term, the last two weeks, I haven't woken up earlier than 10.30! BUT I didn't want to get up cos I knew what the day had in store for me, what joy the cravings, so I just lay there and lay there and lay there, got up about 10.30. I actually felt like an addict last night, it felt like I was sweating from every pore, but I wasn’t, I was extremely twitchy, as I predicted, and I felt really nauseous. I did read that when you quit nicotine it causes caffeine to have a much stronger effect on you, and I did drink a lot of tea yesterday, just for something to do, so I might have to think about going on the decaf. (also hubby cooked dinner and I always feel a little nauseous when that takes place)
Talking of hubby, he's still smoking his normal 40, no attempt to cut down or smoke them discreetly while I’m going through the ‘I could quite easily murder you’ phase. I have bought some incense sticks of which I light and place near him whenever he lights up. I do this in a silent fashion, with no fuss, so it hasn't caused any arguments, as of yet! ( I am trying, it's just what i need)
I am eating and eating, and because it’s Easter chocolate eggs is what I’m eating. Every time the kids walk in with their gift of eggs from various friends and family my eyes light up. It’s the thing I am most terrified of, putting on the weight, I gained a stone in the two months I quit last year, and have never lost it, it was one of the reasons I started again, I thought the excess weight would fall off me if I started smoking like a trooper once again. If it scares me so much then why am I eating everything in sight?
These mood swings are very odd, I get butterflies and go all dreamy, then I feel like I want to smash every window in the house, the two moods are fighting for first place, it’s doing my head in.
Just got the humungous ulcers to look forward to now ...
72 hours for nicotine withdrawal isn’t it?
help!