27 June 2006 - Shooooooooes

I want a fag, I have taken too much work, I want a fag, was told today by a non smoker of two years they are still screaming for a smoke, jeeeeeeZZZUUUSssssssssss, AARRRRGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I am strong, I can do this, I don't need them, it's all my imagination, I am strong, strong, strong, fat, fat, strong, craving, mad, knackered and, rather hungry actually ...................

today, omg, Keith bought me the most amazing shoes, not to everyone's taste but, omg, I love them, I saw them and had to have them, Lorraine Kelly was wearing them a few months ago, on the Jonathon Ross show, I searched for two hours on the net for a pair but never found any. And today, I goes in to Mark One and for one split second the world stopped spinning, there they were, I all but fell to my knees in absolute lust for these heaven sent beauties. I threw my hands in the air and thanked God for rewarding me for all the good things I've ever done in life. Tomorrow I will add a picture of them. for now I will try and get myself out of this straight jacket.