19 May 2006 -

The car window doesn't look as bad as I thought it did, I'm calmer today. I think I was more stressed over work than anything. I have just finished my 99th transcript of the week and am now having the whole weekend off, oh what shall I do, the forecast says it's gonna pee down all weekend and beyond, so not flippin much, typical, story of my life. I've worked for the last 3 weeks solid, finally get a cupla days off and it's gonna do nowt but rain. Oh well, will have to think of indoor activities to keep me busy, things that don't have anything to do with housework whatsoever.

I am going to risk eating a tandori tonight, I haven't had one for three weeks because the dentist told me not to, he said the colour in it would stain the temps red. I don't care now, I'm getting my new ones fitted wednesday so if they end up red I'll just keep my mouth shut. I've missed my Friday night Indian soooo much, and I need a treat sooo much.

I still haven't smoked, and I'm still eating healthy, I've not lost any weight, still hankering around the 10st point, but at least I'm not gaining like I was, a pound every couple of days. I think in order to lose it instead of maintain it I will have to participate in strenuous activity/exercise, cannae be arsed.

Going to pick jack up now, then up job centre to find martin a weekend job, an impossible task to find a job for an 18 year old who is in to rap, graf, wears baggy clothes and grunts alot, unfortunately this means he will be classed as some sort of alien who is not worthy of working, I'm sure if you added blond hair and big tits to the equation he wouldn't have a problem finding employment!

laterz x