14 June 2006 - 60 days today!!

I'm over it, raining today, got work to collect but don't care cos it's raining today. I'm quite happy to work in the rain. Well 60 days, I think I've made it longer than my last quit. I can understand how I quit quitting last time, this is a very rough patch. Someone suggested getting some nicotine patches to help me through the bad times, I don't reckon that's a great idea, that would be taking a step backwards.


It's not Martin's fault he can't get a job. He has to find one that fits in with his college times, he has to find an employer who will accept that just because he is 18 and wears a hood it doesn't mean that he is a theiving yob. I will buy you some trousers Martin, but they won't be £80.

I have no interest in football, unless it's an engerland match, but it keeps them happy I guess.

three weeks till my holiday, I'm praying for good weather, it's a washout if it rains. Jack always gets very excited. I can't wait for the kids to break up for the summer, for me it means 6 weeks of luscious lay ins, even tho since I quit the cigs I seem to wait up at 6ish full of energy, even if I don't go to bed till 1.

waiting for a parcel to arrive this morning, I'm very excited, won a camera off Ebay, it was a Kodak easyshare camera (worth £130) printer dock (worth another £100? 80 photo paper pack and ink cartridges for printer dock (worth £30) and carry case (worth £14.99) All new and boxed, unused, I won the whole lot for £35.

What a bargain, I LOVE EBAY


Happy that I'm not smoking today, ain't life funny!