22 July 2006 - Lost the Battle

Ho Hum, might as well get it over and done with, I quit quitting. No excuses, apart from being stuck in a cramped up caravan with four smokers having a fabulous time, apart from I, who was constantly absolutely craving all the time and just having a damn miserable time of it. One night, someone pissed me off BIG STYLE, and I'm afraid I just couldn't do it anymore. It was have a cig or kill, and the cig won. Weak yes, I will try again. Not sure I will ever do it, but I won't quit trying. Sorry to the few who have supported my quit so far, but being smokers, I know you understand the hold it has!

The holiday was, well, long story. It's something Keith has done for the last 30 years with his family, and we have done together for the past six, (uncle and two aunts) also with his family, we won't be going again! Six peple cramped up in a caravan for two weeks, with all their 'funny' ways, urgh ....

P.S Gained 3lb the first week, hence another reason to reach for the cigs, before I exploded.