04 July 2006 - 81 Days

Well, 81 days, not nearly as much as Kirsty's six months, Well done Kirst but still 81 days all the same, I'm doing it, I'm getting through it, the support helps, even if it is in small doses ... I have people this end doing their best to get me smoking. They think I am miserable because I don't smoke, it's not the not smoking that makes me miserable, it's the fact that I am angry that I still want one when I don't want one really. If you have quit you will understand. I mean, I really don't want one, so why do I want one so much.

Anyway, work to collect, the heat is actually making feel sick today, thank god they forecast cooler weather next week. As I expected, I go away saturday, for our yearly two weeks in Clacton, the weather usually changes. I don't care, this year it can do what it likes, I've had enough of this heat, and I'm as brown as a berry, or dog turd, or, mmmm, chocolate, so it's not as if I only have this two weeks to get a tan. The pool has been fantastic. I wasn't sure it would get much use, but we haven't really been out of it. Only had to change the water once, and we may have to change it once more before the end of the summer, if, IF we get another bout of this hot hot weather, which I doubt, after today. My brother is a weather man, in his own funny way, he has studied the weather for 30 years and more, what he says is always right. We have a few days of unsettled weather tomorrow onwards, then it will continue to remain sunny for a week or so, but nowhere near as hot. I'm rambling, because I'm putting off collecting work. The longer I stay on here rambling the longer I prolong collecting work.

ok, best go, quick dips in the pool first me thinks, cool myself down a tad.

I miss Sylvi, she would have popped in and said hi, how are you today, by now. No one really gives a damn now ..

laterz x